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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Things changed. Everything changed. Just when i least expect, it happened. What can i do? Accept everything that happened? I don't know. Nothing is confirmed yet but I think I know the answer. Numbed.
My priorty now is to study hard for the upcoming exams. But, I can't seem to concentrate fully. I don't pin much hope in both my studies and ****. I'll just have to accept my fate. Just let me go through this horrible period and escape from misery, agony and stress. I can't wait for exams to end yet I don't want it to end. How ironic. Coz it may be the end of certain thing as well.
But, despite all these, I'm thankful that I still have my friends around. I really need my friends and family support and concern for this period of time.
I'm losing my appetite. I don't know why. I don't feel hungry even if I don't eat anything. Weird. After exams, I gonna work like craze, gonna chiong my driving lessons, gonna meet all my friends, gonna enjoy myself to the fullest, gonna play mahjong with my grandparents, parents and aunt every weekend, gonna make myself very busy, etc.
Went Amway warehouse with my cousin ytd. Bought a set of pure white cleanser, toner and moisturer. It's time to start protecting my complexion before it worsen. My cousin showed me around and intro me to Steven and Pauline. Maybe I can consider working at Amway as one of my careers in future. Haha. After that, i met my BFFs at Vivo. Had dinner at our all-time-fav place. We talked A LOT. I always feel so much better after talking to them. Thanks for everything, the accompaniment and support! If u all are reading this, just wanna let u girls know that no matter what happen, we always have one another. Nothing can be too difficult. We'll lead a happy and blessed life in future! What we're facing now is just part and parcel of life.
"A real relationship, whether it's with a friend or a lover, is about finding someone who brings out the best in you, enjoys the best in you and loves you for the things that you love." (Chanced upon this sentence when I was reading Cleo this afternoon)
Always challenge yourself to do better than before and keep improving. Don't ever let people look down on you.
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